Dear
my reader…
I
would like to say thanks to you for keep reading my blog.
Today,
I decided to myself to write about my religious view.
Honestly,
it’s been a long time ago, I want to write what is my religious view, but I
postponed for a long time.
But
now, I will reveal it… so, if you didn’t want to read, please click (x) to
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It
began on year 2000, I was a God’s servant at one of famous church in my town. I
was on fire at that moment. But some Sunday, my mom told me about ‘Who is our
God’s name? Israel’s God name, that we believed’ she gave me a leaflet. I read
those leaflet, and miraculously, I believed it and I received HIS name, HIS
correct name, HIS true name, He who has worshiped by Avram, Isaac, and Jacov.
It was a rare feeling. I feel that name is real, that name has a big power. His
name is Yahweh. Yes and He has all this universe who create earth.
Once I
believe His name, and called His name, I felt like I have to tell all my
friends on that church to know His name, this is the new breakthrough to go the
truth that already hidden for thousands years.
But I
found all my friends didn’t want to say His name, let’s say, they rejected His
name, and I was marked as liar just like a false prophet. For the time being, I
sing worship song and I change old name (baal name) with Yahweh, that time we
still called Jesus Christ so that’s why we called as Christian.
I
tried to stay long at the church, but I found no peacefulness, I found hypocrite
peoples, they said the are the God’s servant, but they rejected their Master’s
name. What is that mean? Stupidity? Fools? They said they were from theological
school, but why they didn’t want to know their God’s name? This questions lead
me to deciding what I have to do.
I
stayed at that uncleaned church for about 3 (three) months, I said to them that
I will resign as God’s servant at the church. They said to me, ‘why I stopped
serving?’ and I said, ‘Because my God’s name is different than yours, and I have
found my real God, He is Yahweh, that’s His name forever and ever’
I will
continue go to that church just in case, they praised and worshiped the same
God, that’s Yahweh. They didn’t answer, but this is clear answer for me, so I
leaved that church on mid 2001.
And
then I came back to my old church, who already praised Yahweh as their God and
Israel’s God and God who praised by Avram, Isaac and Jacov.
Later
on, we were told, if the name of Jesus came from Greece instead of Hebrew. There
are so many people named Jesus , in the world. But only one name Yeshua. I also
watch ‘Passion of Christ’ Hebrew version, and it showed when Marry called her
son with ‘Yeshua’ so from that moment, I called Jesus with Yeshua. And Jesus
the Messiah is Yeshua HaMassiach. Until now I call Him with that name, because
I believe our Father will be so glad if His children know His name. There’s no
salvation in this earth if it’s not from Yeshua HaMassiach.
Time
goes by as my Hebraic roots become stronger, I am so thankful because in my
time on earth I was given an opportunity to know who is my creature, who have
the universe, who is worshipped by Avram , Isaac and Jacov, who is my
salvation, and who is my God. I really thankful to know His name.
It has
been 4 years since I celebrate seven celebration that asked by Yahweh. I also
celebrate Tisha B’av, the mourning celebration for Jewish. We did fasting 25
hours on Tisha B’av. But I didn’t do for 25 hours though, but I did fast on
that day.
One
thing that I will never do and I never did is cursing Yisrael, never! I will
not curse them, but I will blessed Yisrael as the choosen nation, I will bless
them and I will pray for Yisrael, because Yahweh already said to Avram that,
who blessed you, they shall be blessed and who cursed you, they shall be
cursed. And the wealth of nation will come upon you.
We
usually say ‘Shema Yisrael’ before we start praise and worship.
“Shema
Yisrael, Yahweh Eloheinu, Yahweh ekhad./ hear Israel, Yahweh is our God, Yahweh
is one
Baruch
shem k’vod malchuto le’olam va’ed/ blessed be the Name of His glorious kingdom
forever and ever”
Also
we learn torah, included what we eat. It’s about clean and unclean food. And I try
not to eat non kosher food. I will try it and it’s a must!
Last…
From
the day that so evil. We have to improve our love to Yahweh, so He will give us
more of His kindness with some unique ways. He has thousands ways to give what
we need.
I
should not weary about everything, I just do what He allowed and do what He
like, and I believe Yahweh will bless me abundantly, He will save me in the
name of His son, Yeshua HaMasiach and also He will guide my life in Ruach
HaKodesh (holy spirit)
That’s
my religious view.
Sincerely
Me
